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[02 Nov 2005|02:11pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | whisper song ]

Hey Beautifuls :)

I just spilt coffee on my white pants. AWESOME. So yes, today was the opposite of fun. I got a 24 on my english quiz, and i failed my history pop quiz! YAY. and I have a 150 word spelling test tomorrow...and every word I get wrong I must rewrite 50 times correctly. AWESOME. I wish it were friday. OH we watched A Beautiful Mind today in chemistry =) that was fun.

I cant wait until it starts to snow!!! me kris and chels have major plans to make like 50 snowmans in the road so people get all confused about whether to hit them or not.

and I cant wait till semi-formal =)!!! December 1st =)

anyways...yea I guess im off to change my pants...

xoChelsea*

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OH MY GOODNESS [01 Nov 2005|08:48am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | New York State of Mind -- Billy Joel ]

HEY--

So I was just looking at some people's profiles aaaand I was looking at Anthonys LJ and I realized, "wtf...I HAVE A LIVE JOURNAL TOO!!!!" I just forgot about it....sorryyyy.

Anyways....

So the past few weekends have been awesome. Me Kris, Chelsea R., Chelsea A., and Kimberlee have had some good times. hhaha. yes, I know thats three chelseas. WEIRD. anyhow, Halloween was fun.....the graveyard is so scary, but I suggest you experience exactly how awful it is for yourself...especially on halloween. And id just like to say that little kids these days do not scare very easilly...or at all......lol. Me and Kris dressed up as scare crows and tried to scare the
B-Jeezus out of the kiddos for a while....which never actually happend because the kids today are bratts and wouldnt know what was scary even if it bit them in the armpit! It was seriously disappointing.....just awful. DUMB KIDS. but yea, that was my Halloween....and yea =) im going to be updating this thinggy from now on, like everyday. Now that I dont have my MySpace :'( *&%^*%$*^($!!!! I need something to take the place of it to keep me occupied!!!!!!! =)

<3Chelsea<3

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AHH [02 Apr 2005|08:18pm]
hey =)

So today was amazing. I watched love and basketball in the a.m. and thennn got ready, went to Tj's got some coffee...and all that stuff. Then Kristen came over =) yay. We went to the mall and saw a bunch of people (Layna Kristy Kris Kels...blah blah blah)and then we came back here and listened to pretty music.

At this point the day is just starting to get good...

After a while of listening to some tunes, we decide to go up to my room and throw some retarded clothes on and go out in public while wearing them. Kristen was sporting a teal purse, a teal and sequence scarf, a brown belt, a pink scarf tied around her leg, some random jersey, my adidas visor *slightly tilted* and my sequency sandles. I was wearing a red bandana around my leg, a random ribbon tied around my waist, a white shirt *collar popped* a purple tie dyed tank top, and a random christmas tank top over that one. I was also wearing a pink polka dot purse, my hair in a pink ribbon, a cowgirl hat, a sparkley flower necklace, and sunglasses.

After putting all this crap on, we went out to dinner (met up with Chris and Thomas...they were pretty impressed ;) and to the mall to shop :)

BOY DID WE FEEL AWESOME.
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[23 Mar 2005|08:46pm]
EVERYONE!!!! Oddly Appropriate is having a show saturday the 26th 7-10 pm at the YMCA in BANGOR!!!! $4 admission. BE THERE PLEASE TO SUPPORT ANDY RYAN AND ELIAS! thanks =)
scream your heart out

[23 Mar 2005|02:58pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

hey-

So today I stayed home from school so I could rest...yay. I studied up on some english...and watched Dawsons Creek for a few hours. I was home alone for most of the day.
Robin--I love you so much...thank you for calling me :) I know you care about me and it truely shows.
Kristen--I miss you! cant wait till Saterday :-D

So last night me and Thomas went out to dinner...it was good in some ways. We got a lot of stuff out in the open and hopefully he is happy. I know im happy. Its hard somtimes feeling so ready and sure about somthing when the other person is feeling the complete opposite. But hey, you know my style...always have faith...

<3Chels

ATTENTION ALL BOYS (whos name isnt thomas): dont talk to me k?

scream your heart out

finally home [20 Mar 2005|01:06pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

hellooo

So parts of Portland were fun...the ride down was nice and relaxing and shopping was okay...(i got the most beautiful dress ever--and some summer stuff..)
BUT when me and my mom got back to the hotel for dinner, thats when things started to go downhill. To re-cap, we waited an hour and a half to get our food when we were the only people in the restaurant, i broke down and just started balling like 8 times throughout our dinner, my mom almost choked to death, and she now thinks i am seriously suicidal. AWESOME.
but anywayssss we are home now, and the weather is beautiful which is really lovely.

.:*Always Have Faith*:.

<3Chels<3

scream your heart out

[18 Mar 2005|11:39am]
Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go
I wanna be sedated
Nothing to do
Nowhere to go
I wanna be sedated
Just get me to the airport
And put me in a plane
Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane
I can't control my fingers
I can't control my brain
Oh no oh ho
Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go
I wanna be sedated
Nothing to do
Nowhere to go
I wanna be sedated
Just put me in a wheelchair
And get me to the show
Hurry hurry hurry before I go loco
I can't control my fingers
I can't control my toes
Oh no oh ho

.:*Always Have Faith*:.
scream your heart out

[17 Mar 2005|11:01am]
Don't damn me
When I speak a piece of my mind
'Cause silence isn't golden
When I'm holding it inside
'Cause I've been where I have been
An I've seen what I have seen
I put the pen to the paper
'Cause it's all a part of me

Be it a song or casual conversation
To hold my tongue speaks
Of quiet reservations
Your words once heard
They can place you in a faction
My words may disturb
But at least there's a reaction

Sometimes I wanna kill
Sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna destroy
Sometimes I wanna cry
Sometimes I could get even
Sometimes I could give up
Sometimes I could give
Sometimes I never give a fuck

It's only for a while
I hope you understand
I never wanted this to happen
Didn't want to be a man
So I hid inside my world
I took what I could find
I cried when I was lonely
I fell down when I was blind

But don't damn me
When I speak a piece of my mind
'Cause silence isn't golden
When I'm holding it inside
'Cause I've been where I have been
An I've seen what I have seen
I put the pen to the paper
'Cause it's all a part of me

How can I ever satisfy you
An how can I ever make you see
That deep inside we're all somebody
An it don't matter who you wanna be
But now I gotta smile
I hope you comprehend
For this man can say it happened
'Cause this child has been
condemned
So I stepped into your world
I kicked you in the mind
An I'm the only witness
To the nature of my crime

But look at what we've done
To the innocent and young
Whoa listen to who's talking
'Cause we're not the only ones
The trash collected by the eyes
And dumped into the brain
Said it tears into our
conscious thoughts
You tell me who's to blame

I know you don't wanna hear me cryin'
An I know you don't wanna hear me deny
That your satisfaction lies in your ILLUSIONS
But your delusions are yours and not mine
We take for granted we know the whole story
We judge a book by its cover
And read what we want
Between selected lines

Don't hail me
An don't idolize the ink
Or I've failed in my intentions
Can you find the missing link
Your only validation is living your own life

Vicarious existence is a fucking waste of time
So I send this song to the offended
I said what I meant and I've never pretended
As so many others do intending just to please
If I damned your point of view
Could you turn the other cheek

But don't damn me
When I speak a piece of my mind
'Cause silence isn't golden
When I'm holding it inside
'Cause I've been where I have been
An I've seen what I have seen
I put the pen to the paper
'Cause it's all a part of me
Don't damn me
I said don't damn me
I said don't hail me
Don't damn me
scream your heart out

[16 Mar 2005|07:28pm]
[ mood | fucked up ]
[ music | Sweet Child o' Mine -Sheryl Crow ]

I believe that God is watching all of us and that everything happens for a reason. However, I believe there are such things as mistakes- A dent in God's plan that was never meant to happen. I never meant to hurt anyone, certainly not you. You may not see it now, but I thought I was doing the right thing by keeping some things to myself in order to keep you. I never wanted to lose you and I NEVER wanted things to be this way. I feel like there are loose ends between us, and I know that someday they will get tied....
Im waiting for you<3

.:*Always Have Faith*:.

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holy shit [22 Jan 2005|05:28pm]
[ mood | drained ]

hey so i thoought today was gunan be just liek any other day! didnt really turn out that way....i got in a fucking car accident and almost totaled my mom's car...so yeah that was my first accident and hopefully my last.

If I wasnt wearing my seatbelt...i would have definately been in the hospital....so all my friends that dont wear them...please start<3

love u

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[22 Jan 2005|09:23am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Always be my Baby - Mariah Carey ]

hey.

Last night was so so fun! We beat brewer :) that was awesome. I got to talk to all my brewer pals that i miss sooo much! (Chelsey Hannah Derrek Ben Anthony) wow. Also, last night I thought i lost my bag :'( i was scurred!...but i found it. Hey, at least im not a "SPACE CADET" like hannah!!!! haha i love u. Basically after the game I just came home, made a pizza got into my PJ's and jumped into bed.

So my schedual for today: Getting ready, going to see "Coach Carter" with the team, relaxing or doing whatever till later tonight, then headed out to kristen's for a girly sleep over :-D im excited! Taking lots of pictures :-)

FORTUNE COOKIE THING FOR THE DAY: lets just try to be nice huh?

scream your heart out

[20 Jan 2005|05:00pm]
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:44 PM]: um...only.......22 hours and 16 minutes till we play brewer
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:44 PM]: :-D
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:44 PM]: lol u r such a lsoer!
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:44 PM]: goddd
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:44 PM]: lol...i do what i can
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:44 PM]: so do u think its odd i have the same pants in 2 diff colors?
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:44 PM]: no.
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:44 PM]: kay good.
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:45 PM]: i have two skirts in the same style just different colors and then i have two shirts in the same style and the same color. every does that
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:45 PM]: okay cool lol
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:46 PM]: lol
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:46 PM]: :)
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:46 PM]: like my face you YAM
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:46 PM]: lol...sorry
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:46 PM]: like?
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:46 PM]: u meanm lick?
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:46 PM]: LOL
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:46 PM]: yeah
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:46 PM]: lol...
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:47 PM]: hahahahahahahah
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:47 PM]: my god
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:47 PM]: sorry
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:47 PM]: lol
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:47 PM]: its all good homeslice
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:48 PM]: if you were only here to hear me...i sound like an idoit. i'm talking to you as if you were standing next to me
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:48 PM]: so your saying all this outloud?
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:48 PM]: yeah
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:48 PM]: everything i type i say outloud
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:48 PM]: is that weird
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:49 PM]: caue i think it's werid
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:49 PM]: hahhahaah i can just hear u saying "yeah" the way u say it....kinda laughing a little
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:49 PM]: lol i do that somtimes.......on occasion
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:49 PM]: YES YES ECAXTLY!
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:49 PM]: LOL
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:49 PM]: oh no. now i'm starting you say what you type..in a strange english accent
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:49 PM]: LMFAO
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:49 PM]: LMFAO
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:49 PM]: LMFAO
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:49 PM]: OH NO JANELLE...NOT THE ENGLISH ACCENT
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:50 PM]: yes yes chelsea...the english accent has come out to play
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:50 PM]: hahah
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:50 PM]: hahahahah
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:50 PM]: my god
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:50 PM]: *as she said that in a creepy boice
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:50 PM]: *voice
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:50 PM]: LMAO janelle you are such a weirdo
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:50 PM]: lol
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:50 PM]: my christ....i can sense your hyper
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:50 PM]: i do what i can
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:50 PM]: well not hyper, but liek past the point of being tired and is just dilerious
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:51 PM]: lol...yes i am over exerted from all the studying
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:51 PM]: so my brain is on OVER LOAD AND I"M GOING CRAZY
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:51 PM]: did u say that oputloud too? because I CAN HEAR U
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:51 PM]: i did i did
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:51 PM]: and then i repeated crazy like 10 times
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:52 PM]: hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:52 PM]: janelle why are you so.....
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:52 PM]: cute?
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:52 PM]: captian insane-o?
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:52 PM]: lolol
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:52 PM]: close!
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:52 PM]: i don't know chelsea
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:52 PM]: LOL
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:52 PM]: hmmm so i like...talked to a relly gorgeous guy today it was neat haha
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:53 PM]: and i played mini golf in dicks..
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:53 PM]: DICKS HAVE A REALLY GOOD GOLF PLACE! hahahhaha thats so pervey i like it
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:53 PM]: YEASH REALLY PERVEY
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:53 PM]: u like it
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:54 PM]: what turns u on most about guys janelle
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:54 PM]: seriously....?
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:54 PM]: no janelle...im kidding
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:54 PM]: LSOER YES SERIOUSLY
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:55 PM]: jaw line, eyes, and lips
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:55 PM]: janelle i said most! not top 3 u cracker!
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:55 PM]: i can't pick the MOST!
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:55 PM]: JUST DO IT
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:55 PM]: bitch
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:55 PM]: um............................................
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:55 PM]: eyes, if i had to choose
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:55 PM]: why
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:56 PM]: just cureous.
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:56 PM]: whoa
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:56 PM]: curious**
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:56 PM]: what turns you on the most about guts
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:56 PM]: yum. guts
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:56 PM]: guys
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:56 PM]: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:56 PM]: i didn't even notice i did that
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:56 PM]: hahahahah goddd
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:57 PM]: well are you going to answer my question
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:57 PM]: even though i spell guys wrong
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:57 PM]: okay so i think that the way they dress is key. but then the was they smell (wearing just the right amount of FIERCE from a and f) is pretty hott too
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:57 PM]: their&
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:57 PM]: their*
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:57 PM]: thier*?
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:57 PM]: WHAT THE CHRIST
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:57 PM]: there*?
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:58 PM]: hahah the was they smell???? WTF IS WROING WITH ME. I meant to say *then, their is the way they smell....*
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:58 PM]: OH MY GOODNESS YES. two very important thing to have
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:58 PM]: lol...dork
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:58 PM]: :'(
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:58 PM]: so um this whole convo is going in my LJ right now
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:58 PM]: say bye janelle
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:59 PM]: bye janelle?
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:59 PM]: LMAO no......
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:59 PM]: god nvm
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:59 PM]: lol
Lilblondiebabe18 [4:59 PM]: ytoo much to ask from u lol
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [4:59 PM]: what did i do...you said, say bye janelle...so i said and typed bye janelle
Lilblondiebabe18 [5:00 PM]: hahah your such a dumbass! god!
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [5:00 PM]: how much of this is going in your line journal....WHY
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [5:00 PM]: am i a dumbass
Lilblondiebabe18 [5:00 PM]: ALL OF IT
Lilblondiebabe18 [5:00 PM]: because janelle....
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [5:00 PM]: why
Lilblondiebabe18 [5:00 PM]: its more than i can explain right now
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [5:00 PM]: lol
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [5:00 PM]: that must mean it's really stupid
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [5:01 PM]: i did another thing stupid
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [5:01 PM]: hahahhaa
Lilblondiebabe18 [5:01 PM]: janelle...good god
LiTtLeEsKiMo1622 [5:01 PM]: you just have to love me though


*janelle, your amazing lololol*
scream your heart out

SNOW DAYYYY [20 Jan 2005|11:05am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | What was I thinking ]

hey everyone! i am in such a good mood! today is a snowday and tomorrow is friday! yesssss.
so today i get to spend the day with my girl <3CaRo<3. we are going shopping, out to lunch, and hitting up the tanning booths :-) I love snow days!!! now all i need is my lisence...Radio R0mance [9:49 AM]: snow days rock my socks
Radio R0mance [9:50 AM]: but not having a lisence kicks my ass.

that is so true kristen lol. i love you.

*sigh* i still have to shower and get all pretty for the day. also clean my room...bahh. so thats basically the outline of my day...feel free to call me and caroline is you wanna meet up with us>>299.6065.



CHINESE COOKIE FORTUNE THINGGY FOR THE DAY:
have faith in what your friends have to say this week

(i actually got that in my cookie last nite! So friggin listen to it k?)

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wooow [19 Jan 2005|06:07am]
Hey-
So its me again...finnally writing somthing. I havent written in so long...sorry. So here it goes...

So much has happend since my last entry so im just gunna skip all the way up to the past week to catch you up. Basically i've learned that old crushes die HARD. I fucked up things with my perfect guy and he has found himself in someone elses arms who he is so in love with...however it serves me right. I went through a looong phase (which I am still struggling to get out of) where I toy with boys minds and reject them everytime we get close...but i'm trying DESPERATELY to get out of that and im on the verge of full recovery :-)
But then, here comes another boy...we start to get close (occasional fighting, but thats normal right!) and i screw things up yet again. maybe this "phase" of mine is a fucking sickness....i know what im doing but i cant seem to get out of this destructive pattern....HELP ME.

----[5:55 PM]: I want to find a girl that I can date and not want to kill mysel

...and thats what i deserve....
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[21 Jul 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | BUSY!!!! ]
[ music | SLOOOOW MOTION! ]

hey
i havent written in this thang thang for a while..:( my badddd! (so ya tristin the only reason i am writting in this thing is because u reminded me haha)

me katie katie and kelsey all went to Ben's game last night and that was...eventful? lol. to sum it up, katie dropped her weiner, we because amazing scoutes (for guys that is;), me and katie completely made ass's of ourselves and yelled about this complete whore (AJ) that was sitting litterally a few feet away..oops! and ya..lol. katie met her soulmate haha, aaaaand....i think thats it? OH! and katie failed her drivers test haha, awe we still love u :-D!!!!!

after the game mitch and ben and katie came over and we just read Cosmo and watched starsky and hutch while ben's dad stoped by at MIDNIGHT and told my mom what a bad child he was, lol. my mom didnt care she still loves him haha. AWESOME!!!! and yeah ben is screwed...with his dad that is. and i cant see him for FOUR WHOLE DAYS!!! his parents are going out of town and his grandma is coming to stay with hhim to make sure he doesnt leave the house ONCE. its crazy...

and so today i had work 10-2..then right after went to get my brother...and kristina d. was there! so i took her home with me and we chillaxed and then took her home and now im here!!! tonight i think katie and mitchel are coming over to chill and ya..lol. im gunan be outnumberd!!!!!! my lover is not able to come play :( *cries* and so ya those r the plans for tonight :)

tomorrow i think im gunna go to work then go to rileys camp with kristina d. and hannah. WHO FRICKIN KNOWS. love u all...xoxoxoxoxo

<3Chels

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